Farewell to love

"To own these shares, I'd have married her had she looked like the rear end of a horse"
For Meredith it was love at first sight and she had been swept off her feet in a cloud of romance. The miracle was that Ryan Carlisle loved her too. But the dream shattered on their wedding day when Meredith discovered that it was all a sham. Where did she go now, and how did she deal with a husband with whom she could no longer live?