A powerful coming of age story told by 'Blue', now twenty years old, who gives a no-holds barred account of how he survived a close friendship with two boys whose deviant ways knew no bounds. What starts as a typical story of boys struggling to get a steer on their hormones and the changing world they find themselves in slowly descends into a nightmarish account of kids committing sex crimes against other kids, of one boy's sexual fantasies veering dangerously and, finally - fuelled by a cocktail of loneliness, pornography and parental neglect, fatally - out of control.