nenos 25/06/2023
If you don't go out in the woods, nothing will ever happen and your life will never begin.
Harsh judgments about women created by our unacknowledged society, left a profoundly wounded aspect. Psychic barrier imposed for so long and still, keeping us from knowing what we know. Countless lacerations faced, the deadliness in being the too-sweet self for too long, punishment of the naïve destroying the path to self-knowledge ripping them apart from the intuitive nature, leaving behind the sense of self sabotage.
To deal with devaluation of the body, refused unconditional love for being a little different from imposed obsolete patterns, helplessness in women which suffered aggression and at the same time manage biological and emotional cycles seems too much for any creature to handle. It takes by force the true expression, vitality, flourishes the worst parts of oneself and freezes up a person. The death of creativity, relationships and satisfactions has the power to drag away your identity and strength, so, it is crucial to let live what shall live and to find a way to kill at any cost exploitative predators.
On top of all, we need to nurture an organic life even without knowing the answers to everything, to throw thyself in this finite existence carrying and passing along experiences, wisdoms, books and perceptions. Self-knowledge must not be contained, don’t let true nature be scary, find relationships in which you can express yourself and a partner that naturally knows, evolution of the self.
We tend to ignore signs of our wild nature, the creature yelling necessities, the hunger buried by over-domestication, the eternal confrontation between promiscuity and rationality represented by the wildish archetypal and the guiding psyque, comprehensions beyond such senses which sometimes leads to nervous breakdowns. As Camus says, the humiliated flesh is my only certainty and I can only live by it. Coherence in attitudes is an impossible expression for the wild nature, when the strength lives inside the ability to change and adapt.
Link to my highlights: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1mMPMzJDSUNz0ewwr__8S7NLqSmWrE1qo/view?usp=sharing